First Post Ever!!! Why a blog!?!?!?!?

Well, for instance, the creation of this blog has (maybe) something to do with my state of mind at the moment.

I've been wondering lately the meaning of life. OK OK. it sounds very banal. I know. But i think this is what we all have been looking for... Or at least the ones who make some effort to understand our nature, why we act and think like we do, why we simply ignore some facts of what's going on around us...

I'd like to know and understand more about myself and my surrounding. I'd like to be more aware of things that happen around me. Maybe this blog helps, cause it's a way i can put everything "out" and still remember it the following day (by reading it again).

Oh well, life's a mystery, we're a mystery. I'm constantly trying to make myself a better person (sometimes i get bored and tired and just forget everything), I try to improve the way i think by learning new things and discussing with my friends about situations. I think it helps, but not sure if it helps enough. I know we have to enjoy our lives the more we can and with the resources we have, but sometimes i tend to forget these things and feel kind of depressed. (I definitely need more sun in my life :D)

I will try not to make it too dramatic. It's just understanding. I want to understand, because i know that if i understand i grow more mature.


So, why this blog???

I guess my answer was written. I don't expect people to read it... i just expect that by writing what i think (I'm definitely not good at writing), i might reach my goal of becoming a better human being....

Greetings to all...

E.